Had Enough of Me Yet?

in my head

hehe like i promise i will update, a proper one.
I thght of updating later but i feel like i want to update now. hehehehe!
Anywy, i got my pay alrdy. HEH HEH HEH.
BUT
its gonna finish up soon! huahuahua!

The thing is the money is used up for transport,daily spends,a mini shopping and a treat for mama later on.
A movie, Santau(she wants to watch it so badly), and also dinner. hehe. This first pay is for mama.
I let her buy her baju for Tok Sarman's son's wedding this week with my own money also.
I feel so proud of myself being able to treat my mom cause usually she alwys fork out her money. hah hah!
So since its my first job, and the very first pay. Why not i treat her right? hehe ^^

Then I need to save for next week's trip to Langkawi, hehe. I didn't tell about the trip right? heh.
So from the 19th to 22nd, I'll be away to Langkawi with my family.
Its gonna be the first trip for the family ! Like really cause normally, its either my dad or brothers who are busy with work.
So Im really looking forward to this holiday and also the spa! I really wanna go to the spa!
OR OR SNORKELING! but its very expensive. haiya. cb ah.

other than that, life is good. Work is fun with happy happy fun fun people around.
For love issue,its out of my mind now. All i know is that,
Im just going with the flow. Not really into it anywy.
Im glad that work has taken my mind off it. hehehehehehhee ^^

I can't wait for school to reopen. Oh yeah, i got at RP, Info Tech.
Waaah, at least better than NYP, the course that i got. lol.
Chiao baby, mama's calling.

soon

I promise i'll update tmrw.
gotta rush to work now.

btw, happy 18th birthday dear asyraf aka casper! ^^

what happen?

I got posted at NYP, engineering course but after a long night of decision making
Im appealing to RP, a business course.

I just hope it'll turn out well and this time, i just want it my way.
You know, this is the time where i am facing a very critical situation. I don't even know what to do.
Sometimes you just have to take the risk and sometimes you have to change your mindset of an issue.

I've heard everything abt the good and bad in RP.
Honestly, i didn't even want to step into that schl. I don't want to go to a schl whr a cert can't be recognised.
But come to think again, I've studied for 3 years in a local polytechnic. How can it not be recognise?
But whatever it is, after diploma there's a degree. Have anyone think abt degree yet?
Well, i did think about getting a degree. But its just too soon to really think abt it.
but do you get what i mean? Its like after a diploma, you can go ahead and take degree of a different area.

Okay wait. Why am i talking abt a degree when i haven't even get my diploma? *slaps forehead*
Whatever it is, i want to do my best in everything that im going to do.
I have to get a diploma. I must.

Okay bye. Im so gonna be late for work.
speaking of work, Im working 5 straight days next week. arggghhh! and i can't do OT !
at least ystrdy i did 2 hrs of OT. heheheheheehehe and i regret it actually.
OKAY BYE.

happy birthday to me

First of all, Alhamdullillah that im still breathing on my 18th birthday.
If its not for ALLAH, i won't be here.. Syukur Alhmadullillah that i have the chance to live.

And next, Happy 18th Birthday to me.
I've been thru a lot, for me it is.
Its been a hell of a ride but i still manage to get up on my two feets and smile.
Its not easy but i've overcome the challenges that was thrown at me.
Those unexpected ones, those expected ones.. everything..
Now, im a year older. 18.
Its time to up my responsibilty..
I have to remind myself, im not that young anymore.

Anywy, thanks for the wishes dearest friends. ^^

heh

i lazy want to update la.

im okay

I don't know what to say,
Im starting to unlike onsugar.
hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha!

how i wish i could log in to blogger.com ):

first day

i tght first day of work will be a disaster but it turns out to be okay, hehe.
but i hate the fitting room.

customer: What is the maximum to try on the clothes?
me: 4 only. *smiles*
customer: can i have 5 please? *smiles*
me: (a flat) no. *giving that look*

which part of maximum you don't understand? -_-
okay fine thats not the only part that i hate.
but anywy. closing up takes up 1 and 1/2 hour.
you see that lyn?! ahhhhh,can die.
and fahmi kept throwing hangers at me.
#W*$&#*$@$@!^*(@^&*!(%@$

okay chills.
another bad news, im working on my birthday.
HOW GREAT IS THAT! 

sorry

i just can't stand you anymore.
sorry,but its kinda over.

woooooooooaahhhh

I need to slow down.
I have to stop thinking way too much.
and then get worried for no reason.
this is why i don't like it when it comes to this.

i want to go back school.
at least it can take my mind off about somethings.

mixed

I very the lazy to update anymore. I miss ljay btw. hmmm..

but anywy, ten more days.
okay wait, why am i counting the days when im not even excited about it. =.=

Somehow i wanted to start work soon, but somehow i very the lazy to work.
so which one?

i think i want to get married before 2012 since everyone is talking abt smthg would happen in 2012.
HAHA -.-
okay not funny yanie. i myself don't believe in this. its all in the hands of ALLAH.

i don't know why but i tend to blog whatever comes into my mind.
thats why whatever i said don't link to each other.
muahahahhahaa!